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Shifted.

2008-11-05T23:55:00.002+08:00

http://plusquelavie.wordpress.com

Dylan

2008-11-04T21:08:00.002+08:00

AW MAN. Now watching "命中注定我愛你". Totally love Dylan man. If there was a guy like that in the world who likes me, I would totally fall for him man. He's like so sweet, understanding and all. XinYi should just totally be with him la. ARGH. I forever also like the supporting male character *shrug* Maybe 'cause they're forever sweeter, and the type I like? Hmm.

This is a totally random post.

Oh well. MY PW IS OVER! No more crap OP, or whatever thing I have to endure. Woot. Bwahahahaha. Back to watching my drama.

Well,

2008-11-01T12:33:00.002+08:00

I did read it.

And you know what? This is interesting. The same day you decided to give up and totally move on, so did I. Sorry if you think my words are meaningless. They meant something once. I'm not sure anymore. Actually, I thought I would feel hurt at what you were saying. But I don't feel anything anymore. Maybe I've just reverted back to my numb self. Sorry that whatever you've done, opened me up to, has no result. Maybe this is just my defense mechanism. I don't know.

I'm sorry for all the anger that you feel. I didn't mean to cause it. I guess I was angry too. Maybe one day we'll be best friends again. But, not now. When the memories are still there. Sorry.

Anyway, on a lighter note. I changed my phone today. :D W595 white. Pretty. XD
Busy day today. Dental at 9.30am. Visit to Singtel at AMKHub, tuition at 2pm, church, dinner, airport to send Dad off to Paris. Home. Tomorrow will be another one. PW at Riki's house. No idea what time yet. Have to work on the OP and the I&R. PW SUCKS. Lack of sleep. Monday OP. ARGH last bout of PW. MUST ENDURE. But it still sucks. So yeah. Anyway, off to pack clothes.. to ship over to Australia.

Quiz time.

2008-10-28T22:48:00.002+08:00

I got tagged by Ryan. >_> And I'm typing this in between DOTA matches. My keyboard isn't as sensitive anymore. Wonder why. Hmm.

OH WELL.

Name 20 people you can think of right now:

1. RYAN CHIA
2. Si
3. Pup
4. Kyaw
5. Mau
6. KTH
7. KWL
8. Nick
9. Lim
10. Ben [FAT COW]
11. Jong
12. Zheng Jie
13. Devon
14. Ethel [FETHEL]
15. Tenissa
16. Alex Kho
17. Eunice
18. Junyi
19. Val
20. Reuben

How did you meet #4? Kyaw
School. MOOOOOOO! XD

What would you be if u never met #1? Ryan
No idea.

What if #9 and #20 dated? Lim, Reuben
THAT, would be funny. Freaking hilarious. Firstly, I doubt either are gay. Lim is forever either DOTA, Street fighter, or chio bu-s. HAHA. And Reuben is like permanantly horny, and has a scandal with *ahem*, so yeah.

Describe #3. Pup
DOGGGGIIIEEEEE. *woof* Short, black, sporty, funny, nice girl.

Is #8 attractive? Nick
I guess...????

Describe #7 Weilun
Hmmm, studious dude. Likes tennis, in tennis, plays basketball rather well too. Sporty dude. And forever over-dressed. XD

Do you know any of #12 family members? Zheng Jie
Nope, only know he got a sister named Rachel and a brother named Zheng Hui? I think.

What would you do if #18 confesses to you that she likes you? Junyi
GAH! Sure, she's my gf and all. But, this would be seriously messed up.

What language does #15 speak? Tenissa
English, and quite alot of her own language, and hokkien. With zao xia-ing in between. EHEHE.

Who is #9 going out with? Lim
HIMSELF. :D

How old is #16? Alex Kho
17. I think. I forgot his bday hehe oops.

When is the last time you spoke to #13? Devon
Today, dumb chinese intensive.

Who is #2's fav. band/singer? Si
She has ALOT! David Archuleta for one. Yes everyone squeal.

Would you ever date #4? Kyaw
Totally. But that's impossible. HAHAHAHA. He's a funny dude. Yup.

Would you date #1? Ryan
LOL.

Is #19 single? Val
Not sure. She won't tell me. Don't know so hush hush for what. Not as if I don't know who.

What is #10 last name? Fat COW
MOOOOO. HAHAH, no la, Ng.

Would you ever be in a relationship with #11? Jong
Er, no. No offense there.

School of #3? PUP
NP, School of Business.

Where does #6 live? KTH
AMK. Don't know the exact blk number but I know 88 goes there. LOL.

What is your favourite thing about #5? Mau
He declares himself Mr. Party Boy. HAHAHHA, no la. Hmmmm, he's cool. Yeah.

Would you think of killing #14? Ethel
Sure, to feed her fat to the dying people in Africa. LOLOLOL, nah. JK. I wouldn't.

Tag 5 people
Junyi
Val
Reuben
Weilun
Pup (DO AR!!!)

I PASSED!

2008-10-21T20:29:00.003+08:00

AHAHAHA. I didn't get a single U grade. HAPPY HAPPY.

Maths - 74/100 A
Chem - 67/100 B
Phy - 64/100 B
Chinese - 61/100 B
GP - 52/100 D
Geog - 42/100 S

I'm damn happy with my GEOG!!!! AND GP!! XDD Super can't believe it la. Thought Geog would get like U, and GP get a S or something. XD I improved on everything from midyears. YAY. Hehehehe.

Now, hoping those who are on the retaining list, will miraculously be helped by the teachers. HEH.

Anxiety.

2008-10-18T14:57:00.001+08:00

Blah. Results coming out next Tuesday. Hmm.. My hope for A gone already. DAMNIT. Got a B for Chinese. >_> Back to wishing an A for Math. Quite.. hard. =/ With all my careless mistakes and all. ARGH. But a happy thing for me. I got top for Chem MCQ. 33/40 XD So cool. But won't get A I think. Ah well. Back to hoping and praying I guess.

Parents went overseas on Thursday. Thailand. I feel dumb worrying about them, something about flight crashes. Sometimes I think I worry about dumb, surreal stuff too much, imagining scenarios that happen like once in who knows how many incidences. And I just totally forgot what I wanted to blog about.

Oh yeah, the chalet rocked. So did the meeting with 4/1 clique. XD Alcohol, night cycling, BBQ, Taboo, cards. About 7 hours of sleep for 2 days. Woo. Took a long time to recover from that though. Heh. Now need to chiong PW and Chinese. Sucks man, after Promos still need to do 'A's ARGH. Oh well. 30 Oct - Chinese A's. Blah. Okay, I feel dumb. I really want that A for Chinese. BLEHHHH.

Off to continue re-reading Breaking Dawn.

Irritated.

2008-10-08T23:25:00.003+08:00

Promos are over. FINALLY. Let's see, I shall just give an overview then. Skip if you want.

GP
Quite okay. Wrote the best essay I ever wrote, longest too. Compre wasn't too bad. Still on economics which I know nothing about, and prudence. But better than the economics and happiness passage, which I totally didn't understand at all. Did a pretty decent AQ in my opinion, longest I ever wrote for it too.

Geog
Epic failure. 'Nuff said.

Chinese
I like my compo. Heh, and the MCQ was easy. But the cloze passage had some damn chim words which I have NEVER seen before. Just anyhow whack. Pray it's right. Yup, potential A, and currently my best hope for an A. But it's not counted for Promos, which sucks.

Physics
I guess mugging really hard really does pay off. Potential B, like omg. Pretty okay paper.

Maths
SLIIIIIM chance of A, and it's my pet subject. ): I didn't even know there was a system of linear equation for it. LOL. Kinda pathetic. Oh well. And I messed up at some parts. There goes my marks.

Chem
Ultimate screw up. ARGH. Can't stand it, I make all the dumb mistakes for Chem. O's like that, now also like that. If I get a B, it's a miracle. ZZZZ.

End of overview.

Didn't hang out with the class after Promos, went home. Then met Mum at Toa Payoh, for Sizzler. YUM. Nice steak, ribs okay, the salad bar is O_O, and I like their soup man. My only meal for the day. Lucky I didn't get gastric waiting for it. Could feel it building up.

Came back, played DS, DOTA-ed 2 matches, got damn irritated in between, attempted to read fanfic, didn't work, played Audi, got even more irritated, and now blogging this. Ugh. Stupid stupid stupid.

More dumb moves, more dumb mistakes, resulting of let down of myself AGAIN. Stupid self letting expectations get up AGAIN. I need to NOT have expectations. It's dumb, stupid, and useless to get my hopes up. Nothing will come out of it.

Self-reminder: Whack self on head. FOR ALL THE DUMB MISTAKES.

Tomorrow: Wake up late, eat lunch, do stuff in between, prepare to go Kyaw's house. FINALLY. Maybe I can go whack Lim more. LOL. Can like finally go over, and just hang out. Haven't seen them in ages. Kay, no expectations. Might get let down again.

Conflict.

2008-10-06T00:36:00.002+08:00

Style of your hair
Shape of your eyes and your nose
The way you stare..
As if you see, right through to my soul

Its your left hand and the way
that its not quite as big as your right
The way you stand in the mirror..
Before we go out at night

A quiet time...your beautiful mind..
They're a part of the list
Things that I miss...
Things like your, funny little laugh
The way you smile or the way we kiss

What I noticed is this..
I come up with
something new, every single time
That I sit an reminisce

The way you sweet smell
lingers when you leave a room (you leave a room)
Stories you tell as we lay
in bed all afternoon (all afternoon)

I dreamed you now every night
in my mind is where we meet (in my mind is where we meet)
and when I'm awake
staring at pictures of you asleep

Touching your face....invading your space
They're a part of the list
Things that I miss...
Things like your, funny little laugh
The way you smile or the way we kiss

And you'll live in my...
memories, forever more I swear.
Part of the List - Ne-Yo

Things that I miss. I miss alot, countless even, the amazing clarity of my memories when I thought that they would have been blurred now by the passing of time. Then again, I have some of them on black and white, locked up where no one can find them. I'm tempted to open it up, read them again, just to relish the feelings, but it won't do me any good now. Especially now. Maybe later, when I'm able to actually think things through without tearing, without... feeling. I made a decision, and I resolved to stick by it, but I feel that resolve crumbling, shattering into pieces everytime you talk to me. Maybe that move was dumb, but it may be for the better. It was cruel, but it was hell for me. No one will ever know anyway. Just like that, I cut off my confidant, when I so desperately need one now. I tried searching for your replacement, but no one ever fit. Yesterday was especially hard. I wanted to just.. rant/spill everything out. Then I realised, there was no one for me to do that to. Si's not in the country. You're gone. And so what do I do now?

I know it makes no sense, but what else can I do,
How can I move on when I'm still in love with you...

Cos if one day you wake up and find that you're missing me,
And your heart starts to wonder where on this earth I can be,
Thinking maybe you'll come back here to the place that we'd meet,
And you'd see me waiting for you on the corner of the street.
The Man Who Can't Be Moved - The Script

I'm staring at a broken door
There's nothing left here anymore
And when I lose myself I think of you,
Together we'll be running somewhere new
Through the monsoon.
Just me and you.
Monsoon - Tokio Hotel

I wanna get back
To the old days
When the phone would ring
And I knew it was you
I wanna talk back
And get yelled at
Fight for nothing
Like we used to
Oh, kiss me
Like you mean it
Like you miss me
Cause I know that you do
I wanna get back
Get back
With you
Get Back - Demi Lovato

See my conflict now?

Why Does She Stay

2008-10-05T00:48:00.000+08:00

She hates that we dont spend much time ( ouwow )
We barely see each other at all ( ouwow )
She dont even nag me 'bout always working
She just says i just wish every now and then that you’d call ( ouwow )
And i dont know why she’s still here (mmm ouwow )
She could have any man that she wants
I step outside of myself
To see how much she loves me
And all the things that i should do for her that i just dont...just dont...
And i realize

She’s so much better than me ( so much better )
Im so unworthy of her ( so unworthy of her )

If only, if only..

2008-10-03T00:34:00.003+08:00

I feel stupid, I feel bipolar, I feel retarded, I feel dumb, I am dumb, dumb for making those stupid mistakes, for letting my guard down, for rushing head first into things I thought would last. For letting memories flood my mind, for remembering, for even thinking about it. For never being able to ever forget about it.

Subconscious mind doesn't want to forget, does it?

I feel retarded.

2008-09-30T23:09:00.002+08:00

I feel like I'm losing myself, more so today than any other day. In the presence of others, I appear fine, happy even. But when I'm alone, at home, my mind keeps wandering. Everything feels fake. I got no mood to do much. No mood to study. Promos are on me, and I still really can't be bothered. Something's wrong, no? Exams no longer have an effect on me. It used to make me anxious and nervous, but now the start of exams is just another day to me. Wake up, shower, go to school, lunch, come home, use com. Sleep. Repeat.

Feels like a robot. Feels like a dumb, mechanic robot. Maybe I should be the one who sleeps and never wakes up, not you. You have much more to live for. I'm aimless now. And really, I have myself to blame, for making stupid, wrong choices. My fault anyway. I really can't wait for my own room, so I can do my own things in peace without worrying about my brother peeking or shooting me weird looks or whatever. I do need privacy. And the only privacy I get is .. the toilet. Pathetic. Yes, pathetic.

And now I feel like writing fanfics. Wrong time, wrong time. And I never complete them anyway, no idea why I bother starting them. Maybe just to quench my thirst for writing. Oh well.

Disjointed. I feel, detached.

I stay in love.

2008-09-21T13:01:00.001+08:00

Dying inside cause I can't stand it
Make up break up can't take this madness
We don't even really know why all I know is baby I
Try and try so hard to keep our love alive
If you dont' know me at this point then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me that unconditional love I used to feel
It's a mistake if we just erase it
From our hearts and minds I know

We said let it go but I kept on hangin' on
Inside I know it's over you're really gone
It's killing me cause there ain't nothing that I can do
Baby I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself that you'll come back around
And I try to front like 'Oh well' each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now, no matter what I do
Baby baby, I stay in love with you

Bah.

2008-09-20T21:13:00.002+08:00

More night study, lesser days to Promos, and no progress whatsoever. Yesterday saw the smallest night study group ever, but it was damn funny. Iggy was singing, everyone was high from the milo, laugh over Nic's cat. HAHA. Overall lame stuff. But fun. Frankly, I think ESSS is harder to accomplish than EES, for me at least. Especially with Physics and Geog. I have a higher chance of passing Physics than Geog, which is quite sad, seriously. I'm so not an Arts student. Heh.

And I got some killer headache. Everytime I bend down, there's like some pressure on my head. Like ugh. Then it starts throbbing like mad. Started since yesterday. ): Hopefully, it will go away by tomorrow, and I can mug in peace. Or attempt to mug. Heh.

Oh well, back to slacking. For today.

YAY new things.

2008-09-07T13:33:00.002+08:00

Weeee. On Thursday, I bought my new shoes, and got the whole Twilight series, and pre-ordered the 3rd book in the Inheiritance trilogy. :D:D:D:D And bought new clothes too. Happy happy.

Spent Thursday, Friday and Saturday chiong-ing the Twilight series. HEHE. Haven't studied. Gonna start today. Yup, school's restarting, night study's resuming. Guess I won't be online till quite late at night these coming weeks. Nothing much to do online anyway..

Mugging resumes. Less than 1 month till Promos. Uh oh.

(Whatever you wanna fill in here)

2008-08-31T14:50:00.002+08:00

More night studies with the usual people. I almost completed my Math revision package already. Not bad eh? So yeah. Friday, went back to AMKSS after school. Met Mdm Anantha, Chenlaoshi and Ms Chin. :D Then hung around for abit, went to AMKCC for basketball. :DDDD Totally felt like I was back in Sec4. Familiar surroundings, familiar people. Played till 2 and went home. Showered, changed and went to church for the AV MIP Battery thing. HEHE. Did up the stuff. Read my book, and went home. Ate dinner and the like. And read my book till about 1230am. Twilight totally rocks. Hehe.

Hols coming up. Disappointed, but I'll pick up my mood somehow. Yup.

Boo.

2008-08-20T22:55:00.002+08:00

BOO! Hello people, I haven't been updating in awhile. HAHA. Been quite busy, trainings, school work, tuition and the like. Mmhmm. And I went for night study on Monday and today. Quite fun lor. And way more productive than staying at home and making half hearted attempts to study. I wouldn't mind going for more, but like me and Zheng Jie keep imposing on Ben's dad. =/ So, abit paiseh yeah. Hmmmm.

Aiya, whatever. At least I do TRY my tutorials now. HEHE. Anyways, off to make crappy attempts at DOTA with my bro. LALA.

YAY~

2008-08-13T19:22:00.002+08:00

I bought my crumpler today. :D Red Western Lawn. WEEEE~

But I lost my water bottle yesterday, and I bought a new one today. Damn. Alot of money spent today. ): HAIS. Okay, time to save up. And I need to get another bloody $7 for the stupid pledge card, or plege card (as Mr. Tay spells it). *shrug* Okay, shan't care about the card. RAWR. $10 for a donation card from me is damn alot already lor! Now $13 leh!! STILL WANT $20?!!!!!

Zzzz, anyway, I'm going for dinner. Shall eat, come back, shower and start on my work. See you people!

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!

2008-08-09T18:35:00.002+08:00

HAPPY NATIONAL DAY PEOPLE!

Yesterday was a good day. :D Had national celebration at CCAB. 1T16 rocks man, damn high. :D:D:D DAMN FUN TOO. HAHA. Took alot of pictures. After the celebration ended, a big group of us went to Beauty World to eat at the Veggie restaurant. Not bad not bad, I would go again. But quite ex la.

Chiong-ed back to AMKSS. Wasted money on cab. D: And I'm like damn broke already. ARGGGGHHHH. Collected my testimonial and stuff, and went to Kpool. Played, then watched movie with Taihuat, Cand, Mau, Lim and Nick. Money Not Enough 2. Ended at around 645. Met Kyaw, talked for a very short while, and rushed off.

Met Ryan at YCK MRT. Ate dinner, talked and stuff. Reached home around 1040. Showered, and went to sleep. Was damn tired. Like, within 15 minutes fall asleep. O_O

Woke up at around 11+. Went downstairs for breakfast/lunch. Came up, cut hair, showered, folded clothes, and went online. Helped Devon fix some 1t16 blog stuff. And started creating designs for the new blogskin. :D The blog is here.

Bah, my headache is returning. Okay, shan't type anymore. Off to continue watching the NDP'08. :D

Doing too much.

2008-08-05T21:14:00.002+08:00

Training was okay I guess. Something's wrong with me. I can only keep up the pace for 2 rounds then I lag behind already. ARRGGGHHH. I need to work on my fitness. If not I can never cut my 2.4 to 14minutes. Grrrrr. And I actually feel tired jogging around in circles in one third of the court. Can't believe it. I got a cough and like occasional blocked/runny nose, and headache, wonder if that accounts for it. But other than that, it was okay. Coach says I need to work on getting away from my defender, but didn't get caught for stepping and all those. So, good job to me? AHAHA.

Had Math test today. More careless. ): Stoned at like the last part for damn long. LOL. And the prove the volume of the cone one. HAHA. *Shrug* At least I finished it. Had Chinese test too. Didn't study the vocab, well, 'cause I completely forgot about it. HEHEHE. Oh well, finished it within like 30minutes, and enjoyed 30 minutes of sleep. :D Ace-able I guess. Or maybe not? *Shrug* Won't fail correct already. HAHA.

Okay, now to do my homework. ZZZZ.

See you got me all alone, waiting right here by the phone
For you to call me, just to hear your voice tone
I keep on wondering if you was even feeling me,
I keep on wondering if this was even meant to be
Tell me I'mma waste of time, boy, you showing me no sign,
Is it 'cuz you on ya grind, 'cuz you're always on my mind

Again

2008-08-04T22:40:00.002+08:00

Sunday was.... interesting. The beginning part of the day was abit of a waste. But after that was damn fun. Especially meeting up with my old clique. Sadly, Kyaw wasn't there. WHY, WHY THE FEVER!? ):

Damn, now I got cough. I'm tired, I'm down, I'm emo, I'm sick. Great. And tomorrow got Maths test on Differentiation and here I am, typing this, while I should be studying. 14minutes till my bedtime. Good bye people.

Again I fall, again I break.

Here without you

2008-07-31T21:35:00.002+08:00

EOM totally sucked. I bet I won't score for it, and my PW is gonna be so screwed up. OP, another one I'm gonna screw up on. ZZZZ. I can never present anything. Great.

The past few nights, I've been sleeping rather early, but still feeling horribly tired. Maybe it's 'cause of the illness and the trainings. *Shrug* Can't remember much of my dreams anymore. Maybe it's because my mind doesn't feel like remembering, or I'm too tired to dream.

I played Audi just now. Like FINALLY. I haven't touched it in like.. forever. And now I suck at it. Totally can't chance, kept following red. Hais. And I keep messing up. Especially near FMs. Damn infuriating. I kinda feel like smashing my com. Yeah.

Oh, talking about smashing, I noticed that I'm becoming more short tempered nowadays. Like getting irritated easily, snapping at people. And I keep feeling urges to smash/whack/strangle something. Frustrating. Damn it.

Random thoughts about random things. And I don't really care.

I'm here without you baby
But you're still on my lonely mind
I think about you baby
And I dream about you all the time
I'm here without you baby
But you're still with me in my dreams
And tonight it's only you and me

Always, all ways

2008-07-29T22:45:00.003+08:00

I guess I'm trying to say I'm sorry,
But it always comes out wrong,
I think a part of you still loves me,
Even though we're moving on.

Always, all ways I wanted us to be,
Always, all ways you and me,
And I wait here on my own,
And I wait for you to see,
All the time I spend alone now won't comfort me,

Always all ways...

And I'm sorry for what happened,
But I want you there to see,
That I'm changing all my actions,
I don't wanna set you free.

Always, all ways I want to see you through
Always, all ways me and you
And I wait here on my own,
And I wait for you to see,
All the time I spend alone now won't comfort me.

'Cause I'm waiting for you,
Yeah, I'm waiting for you,
Give me answers, get me through,
I will wait...

Always, all ways I wanted us to be,
Always, all ways you and me,
And I wait here on my own,
And I wait for you to see,
All the time I spend alone now won't comfort me.

'Cause I'm waiting for you,
And I'll wait here for you,
Give me answers, give me through,
I will wait...

'Cause I'm waiting for you,
Yeah I'm waiting for you,
Give me answers, get me through,
I will wait...

Always, all ways.

Great, I sprained my ankle, I'm sick, and I ran frigging 2.4km today for netball warm up. But, guess what! I didn't feel like stopping at all. LIKE AMAZING. o_O But now I'm officially drained out. I can't even walk straight. Argh. Whatever, I'm going to sleep. Goodnight world, maybe I'll dream a nice dream, of which I won't wake up feeling so alone.

Tested & True

2008-07-27T16:14:00.002+08:00

I'm highly confused now. About what's going on, about everything. I hate this feeling.
He's hurting, and I can't do anything. It hurts.
I never wanted anything the way that I want you, but my words don't seem to matter.

Dilemma

2008-07-24T20:51:00.001+08:00

Should I go for training or not? =/

What hurts the most was being so close, and having so much to say, and watching you walk away.

Down, sick and out.

2008-07-23T23:23:00.001+08:00

Tears, blocked nose, difficulty with breathing, and just feeling damn tired.

Wishing on a star.

Everyone has their limits.

2008-07-22T19:59:00.002+08:00

Seriously, what the hell! This is going way overboard. Sure, I can take abit of teasing, but that was overkill.

There is nothing going on between me and Brian! We are just friends, repeat, JUST FRIENDS. Platonic friendship. None of the Sheryl loves Brian/Brian loves Sheryl thing.

SHEEEEESH. And Sittichai (doesn't matter if you're reading this or not), there was absolutely no need to bring Ryan into the matter. He's not even part of this 'teasing' business. Why was he brought into the picture? And I DID NOT ditch him for Brian, or whatever you were implying with that message on the whiteboard. You don't know what happened between us so you have no right to even start anything. And what was that supposed to mean anyway? "You can switch anyway, Brian, Ryan, sounds alike." What the hell? Just a pure coincidence. It's not my fault that their names sound alike, and they play tennis. JUST COINCIDENCES.

This is snowballing out of control.

I'm going to be sick.

2008-07-21T22:33:00.002+08:00

~Brian~ Golden Streaks of Light!; www.stardom-flares.blogspot.com says (10:33 PM):
haha hey blog somethin more on ur blog :p
-SHERYL ♥ And remember me tonight, when you're asleep. says (10:33 PM):
like?
~Brian~ Golden Streaks of Light!; www.stardom-flares.blogspot.com says (10:33 PM):
urs worse than mine 1 sentence haha
-SHERYL ♥ And remember me tonight, when you're asleep. says (10:33 PM):
okay fine

Sheeeeeeeeeesh.

Mental notes:
- Lose weight. (Damn CJ and their food)
- Study for Promos.
- WIN BRIAN IN THE BET. HAHAHAHA.
- Stop eating so much.
- Train harder for Netball.
- Save up for Crumpler.
- Stop reminiscing.

BAH. School sucks, especially with the addition of "BITCH HER". LOLOLOL. But the company's fine. Just that I don't understand what the heck is going on in Organic Chem, and Physics is as confusing as always. Pfffft.

My brother is freaking obssessed with By2. Go check them out if you have the time. They're his ex-classmates. Not bad songs, hot dance moves. Yup. And quite pretty too. But, I seriously don't need to hear him rattle on and on about them all the time. >_>

Ah, whatever, another disjointed post, but I don't really care. My mind isn't orientated. I'm drinking Yakult (no idea what's the link, but whatever.) AND, I'm trying to read my fanfic!!!!!! DAMN YOU BRIAN. LOL.

YAY!

2008-07-20T16:56:00.000+08:00

Blogskin change! I think this blogskin damn cute la! XDDD

2008-07-18T22:22:00.004+08:00

为了你，我到底会等多久呢？其实，我自己也不太清楚，也不太想知道。可能，现在的状况会对我们彼此有利，但，我还是会怀念，还是会想起以前所发生的事，我们之间的承诺和约定，我们之间的一切一切。我真的能放得下吗？恐怕要等蛮久的，唉，一天之内，一切都毁掉了。

我其实已经有心理准备了，但我没有想到会是那么的突然，那么快。短短的一个小时内，一切都结束了。那时，我真的不知道怎么办，好像突然之间，我的幸福都塌了，(OMG, DEJA VU. I had a dream of typing this.) 我的世界就这样消失。半年都不到，我还原本以为会很长久，我们还有那么多的约定要实现，我叫你送给我的东西，你都还没送。

你说可能以后，如果时间会让我们再重来，我们对彼此的感情还在，我们可能会。其实我蛮愿意等的，可是你叫我不要，不要浪费我的时间，我会找到比你好的男孩，但，我不相信。

我不知道，也不想想了，就让船到桥头自然直，让时间洗掉我跟你的回忆，让时间慢慢淡掉我的伤痛。

I don't know why I suddenly decided to type in chinese, just felt like it.

2008-07-17T20:35:00.002+08:00

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

O_O Quite true leh, go on, take the test. :D

2008-07-11T21:35:00.003+08:00

RAHHHH so I failed my bloody GP. Was expecting it but was dreading it too. A$@&()@@A$*@)( 40% SUBPASS. Like barely made it la. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

And I got 58% for Chem. ZZZZ. 2 more marks to B. Damn irritating. Chinese also. Zzzz. This sucks. NVM. I SHALL CHIONG. >D

2008-07-08T21:18:00.002+08:00

Okay, it's getting better. I'm forgetting, slowly, but I'm forgetting.

Back to the hectic JC life, I got most papers back already, except for GP. I'm damn scared I will fail. ARGHHHH.

Chinese - 58%
Physics - 46%
Chemistry - C (Will edit with actual marks later)
Geography - 35% (Lowest in class. T___T)
Math - 52.5%

Those are in random order. I'm disappointed with chinese and chem. Bleh. I think I'll know my actual mark for chem tomorrow. I WANNA KNOW WHY I DIDN'T GET MY B. >(

Okay, I just came back from netball training. 5-7pm. T___T My thighs are aching like mad. Damn lunges. And tomorrow I got PE some more. Lucky it's not PT. I WILL DIE. T___T Pfft. And I need to rush my EOM draft 1 and do my chem tutorial. ZZ. And I'm still here typing this. ARRRGGGGHHHH.

Okay, off to do EOM now. EOMEOMEOMEOMEOMEOMEOM!! Yes, this post is disjointed. So what, I don't care.

2008-07-06T01:18:00.000+08:00

FUCK. The beginning of the day and it sucks.

2008-06-28T12:02:00.002+08:00

EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVER! WA, like FINALLY.

Maths was pretty screwed up. WHY THEY GO SET SO TOUGH?! RAWR. Maths is like my strongest subj and ... I can't get my A! DAMNIT. Physics is a goner, like always. Amazing if I can pass. As in 50 and above pass. Not E. Zzzzz. This is damn sad. The only 2 I can do moderately well is.. Chinese and Chemistry. LIKE, wth? CHINESE???!!!!! I don't even speak/write much Chinese nowadays. ZZZZZ.

And the 2 subjs before the hol was GP and Geog. Honestly, I doubt I can get any good marks for those 2. I didn't study for Geog, totally no mood to. Well, I didn't get any motivation to study, until like.. the week of exams? Which is AFTER the holidays? Kinda sad, eh? Geog.. I might pass but I highly doubt it. GP, er I got no comment. Somehow, although English is my first language, but I can never score well for it. RAH! I just pray that I don't fail. Argumentative essays, AQ, and a super tough summary. And summaries always pull up my compre's marks. Now I got like, no hope already. So I'm just going to pray that my AQ pulls me up, but I doubt that too. AQ is like another mini argumentative essay, and I've written narrative all my life. ARRRRGGGHHH. Someone kill me. And I don't even read newspapers, so there goes my NE quiz. $@(*)#@&

Wow, this whole post in on exams. Zzzz, honestly, my interesting days can't be posted, and I'm lazy to. LOL. So yeah. Went out after Chem SPA yesterday. Celebrate the end of exams. LOL. Went to the Cathay to watch Wanted at 430pm. But we reached at like 2+, so we went for lunch/crapping session. LOL. We talked about everything. XD Brian, Ben, Zheng Jie, Mindy, Nicholas, Bessie and me. Watched the movie. I think it was okay la, quite bloody, but oh well. We walked to Plaza Sing after that, walked around trying to find somewhere to eat. Everywhere was full except Carl's Jr. so we sat. Ben left before while we were looking for a place to eat, to meet HIS Wen Juan. HAHA. We ended up ordering 2 chilli cheese fries, fries, and onion rings! HAHAHAHA. 'Cause it was so ex. Then gossiped more, was damn loud, and people were staring at us. And we were taking up a large amount of space so we left. I brought them to outside Sakae there to continue our gossip session.

I left after like 10+minutes, met Ryan, watched him eat his dinner LOL and went home. Kinda dumb, but LOL oh well. Yeah that's about it.

OH YEAH, Monday no school! BWAHAHAHA. >D But I need to do Chem hol homework and Chinese book report. DAMN LA. Off to do my stupid work. I need to buck up already. Grrrr.

2008-06-23T20:28:00.000+08:00

EXAMS STARTING TOMORROW ALREADY!

And I'm still slacking. HAH. GG LA.

2008-06-21T15:02:00.002+08:00

Val tagged me. Yes.

Basic stuff
How do you call yourself? (What's your name?): Sheryl.
How old are you?: 17.
Where you live?: Singapore
With whom?: My family. Duh.
Favorite things
Color?: Black.
Person?: Not telling~
Pet? (Not animal. Pet. Either living or dead. Yours or a friends): Si's Shih Tzu!
Number (lucky or just magic)?: 22
Childhood memory?: ERRR, no idea.
Thing to do when you're bored?: Minesweeper, audition.
Person to talk to when you're bored?: I don't know. Andrew? Brian?
Place to shop?: Errrrr, I don't really know.
Food? (The whole meal, not a category): SUSHI.
Place to go when you're sad?: Er, don't know.
Place to go when you're happy?: No where?

The last stuff
What's the last thought that crossed your mind?: It's not coherent.
Person you spoke with you in real life?: Mum.
Person you spoke with on the phone?: Mum.
Person you spoke with online?: Ryan.
Person you sent any sort of snail mail to?: Err, spam forwarding.
Place you went?: Blk 202.
Thing you did before bed last night?: Messaged.

Friends stuff
Who's your best friend?: Si and Ryan.
Why?: It needs a reason?
If you had to spend an entire day talking to only 2 people...?: Ryan and Si.
The best person you ever un-friended?: Hmmmmmmm. For me to know.
Who do you wish you spent more time with?: Him.
Who knows you better than anyone else (honestly)?: Er, Ryan? Si?
Who is secretly someone you're embarassed of for whatever reason?: No one?

Your family stuff
Any siblings?: Brother.
Are your parents still married to each other?: Yeah.
Which parent do you like better?: Mum.
Would you voluntarily hang out with your sibling?: Er, depends.
What about your parents?: Yeah sure.

Random stuff
If you could have an accent, which would you have?: American? I used to have it.
Do you remember your dreams?: Sometimes.
Do you speak any foreign languages?: Chinese?
What's your middle name and why is it that?: Charlotte. Confirmation name. Er, cause I like it?

Relationships stuff
Are you married, dating, or single?: Not single, not married.
If you had the opportunity, would you go back out with any of your exes?: Hmm. Maybe?
Have you ever had a friend try to steal your bf/gf?: Eh, no.
Would you rather be single and have lots of friends or married?: Married.
Do you really tell your significant other everything?: Hmmm.
Have you ever cheated just because you can?: No... -_-
Do you think your bf/gf is better than the losers your friends bring home?: Er, I don't know my friends bring home what losers. LOL.

Last stuff
Have you ever cried in public just to get attention?: NO, that's just crazy.
Have you ever lied just to get attention?: No. -_-
Would you ever colaborate with a friend's lie just to make them look cool?: ..... WTH?
Assume you were rich, where would you buy your clothes?: Does it really matter? I like whatever is comfy and looks good.
What makes you smile?: Alot of things.
What makes you frown?: Alot of things.
What's your ultimate goal/dream?: Be happy my whole life. :D

2008-06-17T22:40:00.002+08:00

Yay, I just made my blogskin. :D Don't know why, suddenly just had inspiration. HAHA. Took this picture at Kyaw's house like some time last year I think. Edited it and yup, you get this. XD HEHE.

Mmm, one week left til school starts. And exams. And PW stuff again. DAMN. Hais.

2008-06-16T14:20:00.002+08:00

Tagged by Liwoon.

1. At what age do you wish to get married?
22
2. Who is the person you trust most?
Sining, Ryan (not exactly PERSON but who cares)
3. Do you have enough confidence?
No.
4. If you have one dream to come true, what would it be?
Errrr, for everything to work out?
5. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after rain?
Sometimes.
6. What are you most afraid to lose now?
Him.
7. Do you believe in eternal love?
Hmmmm, not really sure.
8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Errrr.
9. List out three things bout the person that tagged you.
Friendly, weird (at times), nice friend. XD
10. What are your requirements for the other half?
Not defined.
M11. Which kind of person do you hate most?
Hypocritical backstabbers.
12. What is your ambition?
Errrr, not really sure.
13. If you have a fault, would you rather they point it out or not?
Point out.
14. What is the most important thing in your life?
Everything.
15. Do you find it a need to have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Not a need, but a want.
16. At this point, would you rather stay in comfort zone or try something new?
Comfort zone.
17. What kind of friends you need by your side?
All my close friends.
18. If you have a chance, what would you like to change?
Nothing?
19. Who do you wish to spend the rest of your life with? (except family)
Him. LOL?

2008-06-09T19:57:00.002+08:00

Tagged by Valerie Toh. HAHA.

#1 If your lover betrayed you, what will your reaction be?
I have no idea. Be frigging pissed, lose all trust in guys?

#2 If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
HMMMMMMM. For me to know, for you to find out. XD

#3 What will your dream wedding be like?
HAHA. Er, no idea. In a church, more specifically Church of the Holy Spirit. Yeah that's pretty much all I've got for now.

#4 Are you confused as to what lies ahead of you?
Yeah.

#5 What's your ideal lover like?
Mmm, the one I have now? Minus the 'can't be bothered to reply sms-es' part.

#6 Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Being loved.

#7 If the person you love does not accept you, would you continue to wait for him/her to change his/her feeling?
Er, yeah? But I won't do anything. It's not like I will do anything in the first place. Lol.

#8 If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Nothing. LOL, wait?

#9 Is there anything that has made you unhappy these days?
Not really.

#10 What do you want most in life?
Hmm, to be happy.

#11 Is being tagged fun?
Errrrr, okay la.

#12 How do you see yourself in ten years' time?
In 10 years.... I'll be 27? So, married, working. Yeah.

#13 Who is currently the most important person to you?
HEHEHE.

#14 What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
LOL, a person with a complicated love life. HAHAHAHHA.

#15 Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Married but poor.

#16 What's the first thing you do every morning?
Wake up?

#17 Would you give all in a relationship?
Ehhhh depends. Define all.

#18 If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Don't think that would ever happen.

#19 Name 3 physical features that you attracts you most of the opposite sex?
Hair, eyes, build.

#20 If you played a prank on someone, and he/she fell for the trick, what would you do?
Er, laugh and laugh?

2008-06-03T23:02:00.003+08:00

YAY SHERYL IS A HAPPY GIRL! Why? 'Cause she got her ODM watch. :D HEHEHEHE. Yiyi bought for me after I showed the watch today. Abit can't believe it la. It's like, on the spot buy. HAPPY HAPPY. It's damn chio too. To me at least. HEHEHE.

Yes I know it's purple, but don't need to go on and on about the purple-ness of it. I purposely chose it. Sheesh.

2008-06-01T23:30:00.002+08:00

YAY, I bought my DS. LIKE FINALLY. After wanting it for so long. XD

Got woken up by the doorbell today. Then Mum called and asked if I wanted to go Sim Lim. Lazed around, on-ed com, checked laptop dimensions and charged ipod, went to shower, loaded Audition for a while, then left house. Went to Bugis MRT Station, ate at Sim Lim, then went to hunt for my laptop bag, which was the main reason I went there for and not the DS, but I got the DS instead, and not my laptop bag. ROFL. Oh well. Dad says to wait for the IT Fair? *Shrug* Not I pay anyway. I have to pay half of my DS. There goes my phone money. Hais. Zzzzz.

Anyways, back to playing my DS. HEHEHE.

2008-05-29T13:43:00.006+08:00

YAY! Yesterday, was Nick's birthday!

I went to school in the morning for stupid Chem make up SPA. I think it's abit of a waste of time. -_- Spent 2 hours there. Walked to the bus stop, was waiting for 132 then Peiyi messaged me say she saw me, then asked if I wanted to go eat Mac breakfast. :D I caught the next 105 and she got on. We went to Mac, ordered. Ate. Talked alot. Went to her house, slacked. She showered. Then came my house. Played with my webcam. DAMN FUNNY. She left, then asked if she can borrow my lappy. HAHA. So I lent it to her, then went to put contacts and shower.

Met Taihuat at AMKHub. Bought the jacket for Nick, went to play pool til like 6+. Saw Darren, Kayliang, Jon, etc. there. O_O HAHA. Peiyi came, then we went to AMKHub to wait for the rest. Finally went to J8. Went straight to Swensen's where Mau, Kyaw and Cand were queueing up. YAY. So long never see them already la. WEE. Ate, then went to the open space near Haagen Daaz (However you spell it), prepared the cake while the guys went to pee. HAHA. And the pictures are BELOW~

The birthday boy!

The cake!
Singing Happy Birthday.
Nick blowing the candles.

Mau the human torch!

US!
HAHAHA, look at the legs, the legs!

LOL, ex-partners, so Peiyi says. HAHA.
LOOKIT MAU'S BUTT! ROFL.

After the major cam-whoring session, we wanted to go to Kyaw's house, but it was kinda late, and a lot of people couldn't make it. So we booked 20June to go watch 'Don't mess with the Zohan' and went home. <3 FUN DAY!

2008-05-27T23:24:00.002+08:00

You know what? I'm too young to worry about all these. My future, financial stuff. And I made a stupid wrong choice, and it's gonna cost me a year of my life. And guess what, I get scolded for it too. WHAT THE HELL. For realising a mistake early on, I get scolded. Oh yay. The joy of it all.

I don't want to worry about money issues when I'm only 17. It's just &$@)()!_)@! AND SCREW ALL YOU PEOPLE WHO THINK I'M RICH, 'CAUSE I AM NOT. I wish I were. Then I wouldn't have to worry about university fees and all that shit. Other people are worrying about their studies, and I have to worry about my studies AND my fees. Double the stress, makes me short tempered. And being short tempered means trival matters get on my nerves. It's not as if I can help it. Sometimes I just wanna smash some glass, or strangle someone. Yeah it's sadistic, but guess what? I get satisfaction from it. Yeah I feel happy watching things/people suffer. Maybe that's just my way of venting my anger and frustration. *shrug*

Everyone has their ways, and their days.

2008-05-23T23:47:00.002+08:00

- y e s - o r - n o -
I'M AFRAID OF SILENCE: No.
I TALK A LOT WHEN I GET NERVOUS: No.
I AM REALLY TICKLISH: No.
I'VE BEEN CALLED A TEASE: Yes?
I'VE BEEN CALLED "JAIL-BAIT": No?
I'M AFRAID OF THE DARK: No?
I'M AFRAID OF FACING MY BACK TO OPEN DOORS AT NIGHT: Yes, and I'm scared of facing it also. LOL.
I CAN'T SLEEP IN A ROOM IF THE CLOSET DOOR IS OPEN: Yes.
I AM A HOMOSEXUAL: HELL NO.
I BELIEVE IN TRUE LOVE: Yes.
I'VE RUN AWAY FROM HOME: No.
I LISTEN TO POLITICAL MUSIC: NO, WTF?
I COLLECT COMIC BOOKS: Yes.
I SHUT OTHERS OUT WHEN I'M SAD: Yes.
I'VE STAYED OUT ALL NIGHT: Yes.
I OPEN UP TO OTHERS EASILY: No.
I AM KEEPING A SECRET FROM THE WORLD: Yes.
I WATCH THE NEWS: No.
I OWN OVER 5 RAP CD'S: No.
I LOVE DISNEY MOVIES: No.
I AM A SUCKER FOR GREEN EYES: No.
I AM A SUCKER FOR BROWN EYES: Yes.
I AM A SUCKER FOR BLUE EYES: Depends on the blue.
I DON'T KILL BUGS: No.
I CURSE: Yes.
I'VE CHEATED ON MY BOYFRIEND/GIRLFRIEND: NO!
I'VE SLIPPED AND FELL IN PUBLIC: Yes.
I'VE SLIPPED OUT A "LOL" IN A REAL CONVERSATION: Yes.
I LOVE SPAM: No.
I'M A GOOD COOK: No.
I HAVE WORN PAJAMAS TO CLASS: NO.
I HAVE OWNED SOMETHING FROM ABERCROMBIE: Yes.
I WANT A BETTER JOB..OR A JOB: No.
I'VE TALKED ON THE PHONE FOR 6+ HOURS: Yes.
I LOVE DR. PHIL: NO.
I LIKE SOMEONE: YES!
I AM GUILTY OF TyPiNg LiKe ThIs: Last time.
I AM SELF-CONSCIOUS: Yes.
I LOVE TO LAUGH: Yes.
I DRINK ALCOHOL FREQUENTLY: No, but I like it. *hint*
I'VE SMOKED A PACK OF CIGARETTES IN 1 DAY: No.
I'M NOT A VIRGIN: No.
I LOVE LORD OF THE FLIES: No.
I EAT COUGH DROPS WHEN I'M NOT SICK: No.
I CAN'T SWALLOW PILLS: No.
I HAVE A LOT OF SCARS: Yes?
I CAN'T SLEEP IF I KNOW THERE'S A SPIDER IN THE ROOM: No.
I LOVE CHOCOLATE: Yes.
I BITE MY NAILS: No.
I TWIRL MY HAIR: Yes.
I AM COMFORTABLE WITH BEING ME: Yeah.
I PLAY COMPUTER GAMES WHEN I'M BORED: Yes.
I TAKE THESE GAY SURVEYS WHEN I'M BORED: Yes.
I'VE SEEN A SHOOTING STAR: Yes.
I'VE HAD A "MENAGE A TROIS": No?
I'VE GONE OUT IN PUBLIC IN MY PAJAMAS: No?
I'VE KISSED A STRANGER: NO!
I'VE KISSED SOMEONE FOR THE HELL OF IT: NO!
I'VE HUGGED A STRANGER: No.
I'VE BEEN IN A FIST FIGHT WITH SOMEONE OF THE SAME SEX: No.
I'VE LAUGHED AND HAD SOME TYPE OF BEVERAGE COME OUT OF MY NOSE: Yes.
I'VE PUSHED ALL THE BUTTONS IN AN ELEVATOR: Yes.
I'VE MADE OUT IN AN ELEVATOR: No.
I'VE KICKED A GUY WHERE IT HURTS ON PURPOSE: Almost did.
I'VE BEEN SKYDIVING: No.
I'VE BEEN BUNGEE JUMPING: No
I'VE HAD STITCHES: No.
I'VE BITTEN SOMEONE..AS A JOKE: Yes.
I'VE BEEN TO NIAGARA FALLS: No.
I'VE HAD THE CHICKEN POX: Yes.
I'VE CRASHED INTO A CAR: Yes. HAHA.
I'VE BEEN TO JAPAN: No.
I'VE RIDDEN IN A TAXI: Yes.
I'VE SHOPLIFTED: Yes.
I'VE BEEN FIRED: No, I fired my boss. HAHA.
I'VE HAD FEELINGS FOR SOMEONE WHO DIDN'T HAVE THEM BACK: Yes.
I'VE STOLEN SOMETHING FROM MY JOB: No.
I'VE BEEN ON A BLIND DATE: No.
I'VE HAD A CRUSH ON A TEACHER: No.
I'VE CELEBRATED MARDI GRAS IN NEW ORLEANS: No.
I'VE BEEN TO EUROPE: No.
I'VE SLEPT WITH A CO-WORKER, AND/OR EMPLOYEE: NO.
I'VE BEEN MARRIED: No.
I'VE GOTTEN DIVORCED: No.
I'VE BEEN PREGNANT: No.
I'VE SEEN SOMETHING/SOMEONE DYING: Er, my hamster?
I HAVE A LIST OF PEOPLE I WANT TO KILL: No.
I'VE DRIVEN OVER 400 MILES IN 1 DAY : No.
I'VE BEEN TO CANADA: No.
I'VE BEEN ON A PLANE: Yes.
I'VE SEEN THE ROCKY HORROR PICTURE SHOW: No.
I'VE THROWN UP FROM DRINKING: No.
I'VE EATEN SUSHI: Yes.
I'VE BEEN SKIING: No.
I'VE BEEN ICE SKATING: Yes.
I'VE CRIED IN PUBLIC: Yes.
I'VE TRIED TO COMMIT SUICIDE: No.
I'VE LIKED SOMEONE EVEN THOUGH I KNEW I SHOULDN'T HAVE: Yes.
I'VE THOUGHT ABOUT SOMEONE ALMOST 24/7: Yes.
I'VE HATED THE WORLD: No.

2008-05-23T23:29:00.003+08:00

* . . About You . . *
Eye Color: Dark Brown
Hair Color: Brownish.
Height: 155
Favorite Color: BLACK!
Screen Name: sh3r
Favorite Band: Errrrrr. I don't know. The Veronicas?
Favorite Movie: A Walk to Remember.
Favorite Show: I don't watch TV much.
Your Car: -
Your Hometown: Singapore!
Your Present Town: Singapore!
Your Crushes First Name: HEHEHEHE. :D ****
Your Grade: ER, would be 11? I think.
Your Style: Tomboy!

* . . Have You Ever . . *
Sat on your rooftop? No.
Kissed someone in the rain? Nope. I want to?
Danced in a public place? Er, does that time at Conrad count?
Smiled for no reason? Yes.
Laughed so hard you cried? Yes.
Peed your pants after age 8? Can't remember.
Written a song? Tried.
Sang to someone for no reason? Yes. HAHA.
Performed on a stage? Yeah.
Talked to someone you don't know? Yeah, when I have no choice.
Gone out of your way to befriend someone? No..
Made out in a theatre? Er, no.
Gone roller skating since 8th grade? Yes.
Been in love? Yeah.

* . . Who was the last person to . . *
Say HI to you? Er, I can't remember.
Tell you, I love you? Him.
Kiss you? Him.
Hug you? Him.
Tell you BYE? Er, Brian and Mindy?
Write you a note? Can't remember.
Take your photo? Brian?
Call your cell phone? Zhengjie.
Buy you something? ER.. Can't remember.
Go with you to the movies? Ryan.
Sing to you? Him.
Write a poem about you? No idea.
Text message you? HIM!
Touch you? No idea.

* . . What's the last . . *
Time you laughed? Can't remember.
Time you cried? Yesterday.
Movie you watched? What Happened In Vegas.
Joke you told? Dunno.
Song you've sang? With You.
Time you've looked at the clock? Just. 11.38pm
Drink you've had? Water.
Number you've dialed? Home.
Book you've read? Every Breath You Take.
Food you've eaten? Instant noodles.
Flavor of gum chewed? I don't like gum.
Shoes you've worn? Adidas.
Store you've been in? Prata House.
Thing you've said? Can't remember.

* . . Can You . . *
Write with both hands? Yes.
Whistle? Yeah.
Blow a bubble? ER YEAH?
Roll your tounge in a circle? Yeah?
Cross your eyes? No.
Touch your tounge to your nose? No!
Dance? Dunno?
Gleek? ???
Stay up a whole night without sleep? Yes.
Speak a different language? Chinese.
Impersonate someone? NO?
Prank call people? No.
Make a card pyramid? No.
Cook anything? Cup noodles. Eggs. HAHA.

* . . Finish The Line . . *
If i were a ... *I HAVE NO IDEA*
I wish ... this r/s will never end.
So many people don't know that ... **** is my boyfriend!
I am ... happy?
My heart is ... LOVED YO.

2008-05-23T22:42:00.003+08:00

PSH, I got tagged. LOL

Part 1

Instructions:
Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chatbox that he/she has been tagged. Whoever does the tag will have a blessing.

1)At what age do u wish to marry?
- 22.
2)What you want the most now?
- Mm, him to be here?
3)Who is the person you trust the most?
- Si Ning.
4)Do you think you have enough confidence?
- No.
5)If you have a dream to come true, what would it be?
- It already did.
6)Ever crushed on anyone?
- Yeah? Who hasn't!?
7)What is your goal for this year?
- I don't know. Doing well for J1 hopefully?
8)Do you believe in eternity love?
- Yes.
9)Have you broke someone heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?
- Er no?
10)What feeling do you love the most?
- Being loved.
11)What feeling do you hate the most?
- Being frustrated.
12)Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
- Pretty much.
13)Do you believe in God?
- DUH.
14)What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- Friends.
15)Who do you hope to be always there for you?
- Family, friends, him.
16)Whose your best friend?
- Si Ning, Ryan
17)Who cares for you the most?
- Family, friends, him. :D
18)Which date you like the most?
- 21 of every month, especially MARCH 21!! :D:D:D
19)Do you believe there is fate and its destined or it is the path u chose.
- Fate can be altered.
20)Do you believe in love at first sight?
- No.

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Part 2

Starting time: 10:42pm
Name: Sheryl
Sister: -
Brother: Darren
Shoe size: 5
Height: 155cm
Where you live: SINGAPORE~

Favorite drinks?
~ Mocha Frappe.
Favorite breakfast?
~ Scrambled eggs and hot dogs.
Have you ever been on a plane?
~ Yeah.
Swam in the ocean?
~ Yes.
Fallen asleep in school?
~ DUH.
Broken someone's heart?
~ Yes?
Fell off your chair?
~ Er, yeah.
Sat by the phone all night waiting for someone to call?
~ Yes?
Saved e-mails?
~ Yeah.
What is your room like?
~ Messy.
What’s right beside you?
~ My bro, who's playing CS and laughing to himself.
What is the last thing you ate?
~ Instant noodles.
Ever had chicken pox?
~ Yeah.
Sore throat?
~ ER yeah, 'cause of SOMEONE.
Stitches?
~ No.
Broken nose?
~ No.
Do you believe in love at first sight?
~ No.
Like picnics?
~ Yes.
Who was the last person you danced with?
~ ERRRRRR, no idea?
Last made you smile?
~ Ryan.
You last yell at?
~ Dad?
Today,
Did you talk to someone you like?
~ Yeah.
Kiss anyone?
~ No.
Get sick?
~ 'cause of someone.
Talked to an ex?
~ No.
Miss someone?
~ Yeah.
Eat?
~ Yeah??
Best feeling in the world?
~ Being loved yo!
Do you sleep with stuffed animals?
~ Hehe, yeah.
What's under your bed?
~ THE FLOOR.
Who do you really hate?
~ ER... Don't know.
What time is it now?
~ 10:51pm

Randoms :
Q: Is there a person who is on your mind right now?
~ Yeah.
Q: Do you have any siblings?
~ Yeah. *exasperated look*
Q: Do you want children?
~ When I grow up? Sure.
Q: Do you smile often?
~ Er quite?
Q: Do you like your handwriting?
~ Not really.
Q: Are your toenails painted?
~ No.
Q: Who's bed other than yours would you rather sleep in?
~ Parents', and his?
Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
~ Blue.
Q: What were you doing at 7pm yesterday?
~ Stoning.
Q: I can't wait till?
~ I see him? LOL.
Q: When did you cry last?
~ Yesterday.
Q: Are you a friendly person?
~ I'm anti-social.
Q: Do you have any pets?
~ HAMSTER~
Q: Where is the person you have feelings for right now?
~ At home, sleeping.
Q: Did the last person you held hands with mean anything to you now?
~ Yes.
Q: Do you sleep with the TV on?
~ No.
Q: What are you doing right now?
~ This?
Q: Have you ever crawled through a window?
~ Er yeah.
Q: Can you handle the truth?
~ Yeah?
Q: Are you too forgiving?
~ No.
Q: Are you closer to your mother or father?
~ Mother.
Q: Who was the last person you cried in front of?
~ Er, Peiyi?
Q: How many people can you say you've really loved?
~ Does this include parents, and friends? HEHE. 12?
Q: Do you eat healthy?
~ No?
Q: Do you still have pictures of you & your ex?
~ No.
Q: Have you ever cried because of something someone said to you?
~ Yes.
Q: How often do you go to church?
~ Once a week. Depends on the liturgical calendar though.
Q: If you're having a bad day, who are you most likely to go to?
~ Si Ning.
Q: Are you loud or quiet most of the time?
~ Quiet.
Q: Are you confident?
~ No.

Now, to tag people.
1) Peiyi
2) Kyaw
3) Weilun
4) Taihuat
5) Ryan
6) Veron
7) Reuben
8) Clare

Tagging Weilun and Taihuat so that they'll update their blogs. HAHA!

2008-05-23T22:28:00.002+08:00

Yay, I screwed up my Geog as well. Didn't study, so can't expect much anyway. Woke up late, was rather disappointed, ate, showered, went to school, caught the same bus as Ben, crammed as much as I could in 40minutes and went for the exam. Wasn't as bad as I thought. Oh well. Went to Prata House after that. Ate and chatted about random stuff. Went home. Forgot what I did, on-ed com. Yeah pretty much that.

THE HOLIDAYS HAS STARTED! LET'S CELEBRATE YAY!

2008-05-22T21:51:00.002+08:00

Yesterday, met up with Ryan in the morning. Watched a movie, forced him to go home after that 'cause he was sick. Then met Ben and Zhengjie to go study. Didn't really do much, and I really couldn't be bothered. Had no motivation to study. Maybe I really am sick of studying. I don't know. Maybe I really will end up going to poly next year. Let's see how then.

Today, I woke up later than usual on purpose and still managed to catch my normal bus. How weird. Reached school, slacked at grandstand, went for GP exam, screwed it up. Ate lunch, had NE/Current Affairs quiz, and screwed it up as well. Seeing as I don't read newspaper, or watch the news, and have no interest in politics whatsoever, it's a basic wonder how I can ever pass that anyway. *shrug* Maybe I really should start reading the newspapers huh. Oh well, and I'm supposed to be studying Geog, but I really just don't have the mood. I came home, read my book, fell asleep, woke up, ate dinner, showered, and got on the com, haven't even really touched my notes. YAY.

Fail.

Island Creamery!

2008-05-20T20:34:00.005+08:00

I'm eating my dinner now as I type this. And guess what's my dinner? Instant noodles, when I was promised a sumptuous buffet. BLEH. Oh well. Went to Island Creamery with the Band people after school. ^^v Like finally I got money to actually buy myself something nice to eat. HAHA. After we're all done with the ice cream, we started fooling around with the camera. Pictures below.

Look at Iggy's disappearing hand! HAHAHA.

Brian acting cute.
Brian acting cute. (front view)

After those, I came home, charged my stupid dead phone that can't even last half a day anymore. Grrrrr. Replied messages, on-ed com, webcam-ed, and read my book. Still reading it. HAHA. Not gonna study today. Can't wait for tomorrow! :D

Crap.

2008-05-19T00:51:00.002+08:00

I didn't study today. =/ Woke up relatively early, and packed my room. Then, my mum asked me to go out. GRRR. I didn't want to, and after much begging, I relented. So went to the market, looked at clothes, didn't buy any, ate, went to AMKHub. Went to IPZone. YAY, bought 2 jeans, 2 jackets. Mum got a jacket. Spent about $200? Got 3 belts free. LOL. Went to bus stop, got 2 tops. Yup, so overall, I'm a happy girl. :D Plus events of yesterday kept replaying in my head la. Lol, not that I'm complaining. Yup. That's about it. Came home, wanted to study, end up only write title and couldn't concentrate anymore. YAY?

Okay, nevermind. TOMORROW, no com, study. Yes. So if people wanna look for me, call/sms. :D

2008-05-17T22:17:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RYAN!

Lol, my blog like become some ... blog for birthday wishes only. Oh weeeeellll. I'm lazy, plus my life is pretty much monotonous. Is like, wake up, shower, on the way to school sleep, reach school, sleep, flag raising, classes, lunch, talk crap, go home, on com, try to do homework, webcam, talk, sleep. Restart. Damn no life la.

And like, mids are.. 1 week away? And I'm still in holiday mood. GO ME. GG already la. My Geog is going to DIE. I can't wait for the holidays to come. !#^@()# And I really really really really regret not going to poly now. DAMN IT. I should have switched my 2nd choice with my 1st. Stupid, why the hell did I even get influenced to go JC!? Stupid stupid stupid. ARGHHHH. I seriously think I won't make it to univ. =/ It's like either NUS or nothing. HOW? And not say I can get scholarship or anything. I'm not even remotely that smart. Joy. Stupid mistake. STUPID STUPID mistake. FUG LA.

On a side note, today was nice. Yup. Shan't elaborate more. I keep getting side-tracked. ARGH.

STUDY TOMORROW. People, please bug me to study, kay thanks. =/

:D

2008-05-07T20:49:00.002+08:00

Click to expand yo.

YAY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JUNYI! The first person I talked to outside of amksian on the first day of school. ^^ <3

P.S: Her birthday was yesterday. And the pictures are damn unglam, BUT, it's fun that way! :D

2008-04-21T17:49:00.002+08:00

Hmmmm, I came here with the intention of saying something, and I just oh-so-nicely forgot what it was. Great. The past week was relatively boring except for Saturday. OH, I remember what I was gonna say now. I GOT CONTACTS. Weeeee, for sports/exercise only though. Like finally, after MUCH MUCH persuading. More of like getting my dad to relent. Lol. Yup, that's about it, the highlight of the week, and after that would be the watching of "Definitely Maybe". Interesting show, interesting in between. Hehe. Interesting after too. Hmmmmm. XD

Had Math CA today. FOR ONCE I KNOW HOW TO DO EVERYTHING! WOOO~ And I couldn't do the questions during the FAs la. DAMN COOL CAN! Maybe I can get my A for Math after all. Heh.

2008-04-09T14:20:00.003+08:00

BOO. Totally down with flu. Got 2 days MC, and spent the whole of yesterday sleeping. Fever fluctuated. My plan of studying my summation and AP/GP gone. PSH. Need to start studying for chem CA already. Sucks. Fever still around but slight. I feel like I'm typing a report. LOL. And I'm losing my voice. ZZZZ.

EDIT//
ZOMG, my voice totally gone la! After waking up from my little nap to sleep off the medicine, I sound like some frog. STUPID COUGH. Zzzzz.

sick.

2008-04-07T22:48:00.002+08:00

I'm sick again. Same illness too. Sucks. Feeling damn lousy after the 2.4km run. HAIS. Thought I was gonna have fever, but didn't. Hais. Now got cough, runny nose and sore throat. And this morning, I only got sore throat. ): Don't know how come it got so bad so fast. Feeling miserable, due to a few things..

2008-04-06T18:43:00.002+08:00

Hmmmmmm. Had 1st netball training on Wednesday. Rather slack. But can tell who's going to be quite good next time and who won't. Studied in school. I think it's more effective than studying at home when the laptop's like right in front of me. Freaking huge distraction, plus I got no more proper table to do my work, so.... = hardly any work done at home.

Yesterday, met the clique to play bball. LIKE FINALLY! But played for quite a short while only. ): And I think my stamina improved! I can like run full court without getting so tired. YAY. HEHE, I actually kinda like MASS PE. O_O huh. HAHAHA. LALALALA~ I went home, showered and met them at AMKhub for lunch. Ate at Mac, went to play pool for awhile, and went to Kyaw's house. Stayed for like 20min and rushed to church. -_- It started pouring like 2 stops before the church bus stop and I got out my umbrella and my pants were still soaked. And I think my shoe has like some hole, so the water all went in, and when you walk, got that squishy feeling. DAMN DISGUSTING. >_> After church, went for dinner with Kaili and Ryan, and got Tenissa's present. Then, went home. DOTA-ed for the first time. And the bunch of them made me frigging confused, and I died like.. 11++++ times? >_> Pudge war-ed too. Funny game. Was supposed to do hwk but didn't. LOL.

Woke up at 11+ today, did maths, played more WC games. Poke the angry ogre is fugging funny. HAHAH. Attempted geog, talked to Mr. Lai about physics. Tried to arrange a day to meet up so he can help me with my crapped up physics, but not really successful. Zzzz. Slacked more, and now typing this.

OOPS.

2008-03-30T11:20:00.002+08:00

HEHE, I forgot to update yesterday. Sorry ah, Peiyi.

Nothing much really happened this week, except that I finally got a CCA. Yeah, I got into Netball. Training starts next Wed, I AM GOING TO DIE. I'm like damn unfit please. ZZZ.

Yeah, had PTM too. Mr. Tay told my parents that I always look tired in school!!!!! >_> GRR. And that I have potential in Physics but hand him slip shot work, like wth? I don't even know what the heck he talking la, how to hand him quality work?! -_-

Have alot of homework recently. Workload piling up. PI deadline coming up as well, and I only got 1 paragraph done. I haven't even decided what to write la. I got the theme, but no definite topic yet. Screw it. I am so dead la. BUT, I'm being guai, I have done my other tutorials, or at least attempted it. LOL.

OH AND I AM GOING TO BUY A DS. YAYYYYY. Heh.

Back to chiong-ing homework. Darned rock cycles.

2008-03-26T23:31:00.000+08:00

96 words

Speed test

My bro did 111wpm. Wtf.

Anyway, I shall update some other day.

2008-03-22T13:49:00.001+08:00

94 words

Speed test

with 2 wrong.

Sining's scoring like 105!!!! T_______T

2008-03-22T01:23:00.001+08:00

Yay blogskin change~ XD

2008-03-21T19:52:00.002+08:00

93 words

Speed test

with 2 wrong words.

-si ♥ says (7:56 PM):
yeah
YAY 102

T______________T zi bei.

2008-03-21T13:47:00.001+08:00

90 words

Speed test

with one wrong word.

2008-03-21T00:18:00.000+08:00

87 words

Speedtest

WOOT

2008-03-20T23:34:00.002+08:00

84 words

Speed test

BWAHAHAHHAHA KYAW, TAKE THAT! XD

Anyway, today was....... interesting. Got smashed with cake by Riki, and got tiramisu up my nose. HIS FAULT! So I smashed him back too. And it went up his nose. HAHAHAH. It smelled like vomit after awhile. =/ But the cake was nice. Mmhmm.

Met Peiyi at Novena after school. Waited for the rest, wanted to eat Fish and Co. but no one was hungry. So I tapao-ed KFC, went to Kyaw's house and ate. Rushed to church, nearly late. =/ Slept abeeeet during mass. Went back to Novena to meet them. Was gonna eat Vines, but most people were gonna go home, so tapao-ed BK and went to his house to eat. HAHAHA. Then they put the candle on the cake, sang and I blew the candle. XD Played the truth or dare thingy again. FUN. XD Went home at 1030. Yup.

All because Junyi asked...

2008-03-16T23:31:00.002+08:00

XD

Let's see, after teh super suay day, came a damn busy week for me. Heh.

Monday
HAD IG25 outing. And Junyi, Val, Brina they all LATE!!!!! Like forever wan lor. I mean Junyi and Val. Grandstand also late. >___> Sheesh. Ate at Pizza Hut, then went to play pool. After that... Went to...... Bishan for dinner. Had Subway with Brina, Ulfred (JAYCHOU), and Junyi. Then arcade-ed. XD Then went home. Daytona ftw! JUNYI SUCKS AT DAYTONA WOOHOOOOOO. Don't know how to crash people HAHAHAHA. XD

Tuesday
~~I forgot what I did. LOL. When I remember, then I edit.~~
I REMEMBER! I went to Riki's house with Benjamin! Met Ben at Woodlands at like 12+. Ate at Mos with them. Went to his house; it was raining. They attempted to play DOTA with the same IP add. HAHAHA DAMN NOOB. Obviously it failed. So I played Secret and Riki and I watched while Ben played. He went to fetch Wenjuan after that. Me and Riki continued watching. With interjections of piano playing in between. MAN, I love his piano. As out of tune as it is, but it's like damn easy to play la. <3 Woo. And Wenjuan came; we finished watching. Then went to play piano, left the 2 lovebirds in the room alone. WAS SUPPOSED TO SWIM. Then Ben say they leaving 'cos Wenjuan not happy. So they left. I continued 'abusing' his piano till about 7. Then went home.

Wednesday
Went out with Mum. Looked at wallets. I'm gonna get myself a new wallet soon. And hopefully, a new watch. Heh. Oh, I want a new bottle too. Damn I want alot of things. =/ Oh well.

Thursday
KBOX-ed with Lim and Taihuat. Zao xia-ed like a freak lot. AND I can never get the key of tian tian ye ye. T____T AND FOR ONCE I SANG SHAN HU HAI WITHOUT STRAYING!!! YAY. But Taihuat = zao xia champion! HAHAHAHHA don't sad huh. Ate KFC with them. Went home and ate some more. Mum cooked my share, so I have to eat. T___T Horrible tasting veg and fish. Bleh.

Friday
Was supposed to go out with Mum again, but I slept till like 1, so didn't go out. Had dinner with Nic Chang and the rest of them. Then played bridge till like 10? Listened to Jinhe play guitar till 11. Then went home. Stupid flip flop broke so I ... uh walked back with one foot bare footed. Yeah. Damn sad la. The flip flops were rather new too. Zzzz.

Saturday
Went for mass like usual. Met Clare and Adeline after that to go buy dinner. Spent like half an hour waiting for the bloody food?! Then went back to church, ate, had the prayer session thing. Went to the bak chor mee place, watched the adults eat. Then me, Adeline, Andrew, Clare, Angela, and Joesph went to Icekimo where the 2 adults treated us kids to ice cream. XD YUM. Then met Ryan at the traffic light there. Went to the AMK Mac and he ate. I watched, and kope-d his fries. Then walked to my house void deck and talked. Mum called and scolded me for going home so late. -_- So went up. Bleh.

Sunday
SLACKED. Met Nic Chang for dinner AGAIN, 'cos the guy threatened to emo if I didn't go accompany him for dinner. -_- I bought ice cream and ate. Yup. AND TOMORROW I WILL BE SLEEPING DURING LECTURES. 'Cos I can't sleep till at least 1am. T_____T HELP.

suayest day of my life.

2008-03-07T22:07:00.002+08:00

MEH. Firstly, I woke up late 'cos I freaking off-ed my alarm clock instead of snoozing it, so I had to reset it and cause my timing to be all off. Rushed everything including shower and was earlier than normal, so I took my time to wear my shoes. Then I stuffed wrong keys into wrong doors in my grogginess. Went downstairs just to see my bus go off. Great. So I waited for the 2nd bus which would reach school at around 7.15am. Guess what, right after I messaged, "I hope this bus won't break down" and sent it, the bus broke down. >_> It was already like quite not steady on the way. Can't believe that I was that suay la. It was like only 3 stops away from school?! DAMNIT LA. It was like 7.20 already, and the bus came at 7.30. Lateness guaranteed. Reached school, got directed to where the latecomers usually go to, and got a scolding for nothing. Like wtf? Not as if everyday got so many people late. SHEESH. Quote "This nonsense has to stop." LIKE HOW? Not as if we can control when the bus breaks down. Had EZlink card confiscated and could only collect it at 5. -_- For something totally out of my control. People went to complain and the DM relented and let us have our cards back at 12 (dismissal time). Phew? At least I don't have to hang around for 5 hours doing nothing. [But I could have, if there was someone to accompany me] Went to Serangoon Gardens to play pool for like 4 hours. Today wasn't my day. And I can't play well on good tables. LOL, play on crappy tables at kpool for too long already. HAH. Oh well, I'm officially broke for this week.

damnit.

2008-03-05T20:15:00.002+08:00

SIAN. I rushed down to CJ in like 1 hour for the interview and I didn't get in. DAMN DISAPPOINTED CAN. It's like a waste of time liddat? DAMNIT LA. It's like everytime I get my hopes up, it comes crashing down. ZZZZZZZZZzz.

Anyway, I need to seriously thank Nicholas Chang for hearing me rant about it. He cheered me up some.

sick. ):

2008-03-05T10:47:00.001+08:00

Didn't go school today. Felt tired in the morning. Those stone stone type. Heh. Riki called around 9 to tell me I got shortlisted for shooting and need to go for interview at 2. T_____T And I was just thinking this morning, what if the shortlist comes out today and the interview is today. WHY SO COINCIDENTAL?!!!!! Zzzzzz.

I'm a broke person. Hais.

ZOMG.

2008-02-29T16:55:00.003+08:00

LOL. I left my wallet at the Yes Asian Cafe just now la. Scare me. Oh well, I got it back now. Heng. HAHA.

Is this me?

...

Guess what? It's not! CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?! HAHAHA. My bro found this picture yesterday. Created some commotion. DAMN FUNNY! HAHAHAHAHA. I sent it to multiple people and their reaction was DAMN FUNNY. Can't stop laughing la. XD

Me, Val and Junyi yesterday. First day wearing the full CJ uniform. Haha. Not bad la. Nicer than AMKSS. LOL but the skirt damn irritating, cannot anyhow sit, if not the skirt crumpled like mad. HAHA. OH WELL. I look damn blur in the 2nd picture.

>_>

2008-02-25T21:11:00.002+08:00

Sunday. Can't be bothered to say what happened. No mood.

Today, got scolded for ponning orientation. DUH. But whatever. Can't be bothered. At least I got into the same class as most of 1T17.

And wtf. Everytime TELL him not to eat something of mine, it's always fucking gone. ALWAYS. Told him not to touch and still eat. Open already, then still put back. WTF. DAMN UNHYGENIC CAN. Apparently, no sense of hygiene. And the piece of chocolate is still rotting in the fridge. OH HOW PLEASANT. In the wrong, and still make a big fuss. WTH.

one of the worst days in my life.

2008-02-23T21:46:00.002+08:00

SERIOUSLY WTF.

Firstly, I had to freaking reorganise my wardrobe (which I absolutely detest doing) and pack my room. Then came a freaking scolding about the 'corner' that I have. Yes I know it's messy, but guess what? I have no space to put it. Well duh, since my table is gone and I have no where else to put my school stuff. Well, guess what? Whose fault is it for the lack of space in this house? HIM. DUH. No one wanted him to come and stay over, and here he comes, happily plopping his HUGE ASS down in his oh-so-contented family and cause tension. Which is one thing. The other freaking factor? The fact that he is so freaking retarded that we can shoot snide remarks right in front of his face and he doesn't get it. So what if he's almost 80? He has got a perfectly well working brain. So what if he's going deaf. We've said it loud enough. SHEESH. Take a hint, man. Get your fat bum and MOVE OUT, damnit. You're just a freaking liability.

So I got out of the house for duty. Went for duty, duty finished and then I got the $A&@@())!$*(A@* news. My name wasn't on the list for the new classes. GREAT. It's either 1) My place in CJ is forfeited or 2) My name is purposely taken out of the list. DAMNIT. Have to go see TJS on Monday. Congratulate me man. WTF. Was ranting with Brian all the way home. His name also wasn't on the list. And now I just found out Zhengjie's name might not be on the list either. GOOD GAME FOR US MAN.

FUCKING PISSED.

2008-02-22T23:50:00.001+08:00

Guess what people, I cut my hair. HAHA. Not short short, but around shoulder length, and my ponytail is a miserable ... stub now. LOL. So sad. But oh well, takes shorter time to dry which is a damned good thing. Takes around 30minutes+ to dry with my previous hairstyle which makes it still damp when I reach school and have to tie my hair. But now I have no idea how to tie my hair. Hmmmmmm.

SUNDAY COMING! Can't wait man.

guitar!

2008-02-21T20:30:00.002+08:00

Orientation2 sucks. LOL DAMN BORING. So guess what? I ponned. HAH. I went for the first day then ponned today, going to pon Friday and Saturday too. Woo. Bought their uniform already. Sent it for alteration this morning. If you people don't know, I'm in CJ.

Hopefully, 1T17 can still stay together. *prays*

So anyway, just got back Dad's 25 year old guitar from my cousin. LOL. And the string snapped. -_- ZZZ

mmm.

2008-02-13T21:50:00.002+08:00

Okay, 1 week spacing between this post and the last. HAHA. I keep looking at my blog and saying to myself that I will blog soon but I keep procrastinating. Oh well. I'm updating now. Haha.

Nothing much really happened. Outings, movies, pool, much money spending. XD I want the OMD watch. But $169. T_____T Hais. And I want ze crumpler too. But oh well. I shall wait. And see. Hmm. Been damn tired lately. Mr Tay wanted to send me home today cos I looked pale (according to him). LOL. And keep getting gastric recently. Damn sian. Hais. Nothing muchhhhh. Yawn.

GONG XI FA CAI

2008-02-06T22:54:00.000+08:00

Haha. Okay so I haven't blogged in a while. Nothing much really happened. Been playing wolfteam and hearts. LOL.

Sat, went for duty as usual. Was rather late since mum wanted me to go look at shoes with her. Bought brown boots. Super comfy and pretty too. XD

Sun, rushed homework? Yeah pretty much what I did. And slacked.

Mon, monday blues as usual. Had chem CA. Woohoo. At least passable BUT got some blanks la. Then went to play pool with Reuben, Shufen and Ephraim. Met Jasper there. Propro. Haha. Me = noob.

Tues, had to fast. But I can't, cos of gastric. So ate my normal slice of bread in the morning, had a sandwich during break and a nice dinner after mass. Haha. Had PE, showered and had 1 hr to kill. So I missed one bus on purpose and took the 2nd one. Met Ryan at Thomson Plaza, where he wanted to buy gel but didn't in the end. -_- Oh well, then went for duty. Went for dinner at Han's after that. Reached home around 9+. Used com for awhile, didn't do any homework, and slept.

Today, had potluck lunch in school. The concert was interesting. So much better than AMKSS pls. LOL. Went to Swensen's for ice cream after that. HAHA. Not as fun though. ): Oh well. Went off at 1 to find Mau and gang. Thought could play pool but in the end didn't. Waste of time. Met Keith at the interchange while waiting for bus. Went home. Painted nails, slept til 6+? Woke up, had reunion dinner and played more wolfteam. Then now typing this. Yup.

DONE. HAHAHAH.

HAPPY HAPPY!!!!!

2008-02-01T21:26:00.000+08:00

YAYYYY I GOT MY LAPTOP! LIKE FINALLYYYYYYY! XD

POOL!

2008-01-28T21:48:00.000+08:00

Haha, okay so people have been complaining about the disgusting-ness of the picture of my wound (actually only 1 person), but whatever. So I shall just crap up a post to get rid of it. Haha.

Went to kpool at Cineleisure after school with Junyi and Brina. XD DAMN FUNNY!!! Especially Junyi. Haha, it's like teaching my mum to play. But she's improving. Haha, and quite fast too. Better than my mum at least. HAHAHAHAHA.

OH, and my phone miraculously repaired itself. -_-

O.M.G.

2008-01-27T18:28:00.000+08:00

Nasty much?

Haha. You haven't seen how nasty it can get. Keith, Eunice, Francesca and Joseph saw it. DAMN disgusting. Haha, shan't describe the gory details.

And my phone decided on the best time to break down on me. It has freaking no light now. And my warranty is gone. Great. Time to change phone.

ECP!

2008-01-27T13:52:00.000+08:00

Right, so I went on a class outing to ECP, which is East Coast Park and not Escape, and pangseh-ed Val. Paiseh huh. But they frigging dunked me. So yeah.

Got there late, but I wasn't the last. XD Exchanged results, finally set off after Ephraim FINALLY reached. Sheesh. He was half an hour late la! So went there, and walked practically half of ECP to get to Burger King. Had lunch, they rented bikes, and me, Wee Leong, Riki, and Kenneth went farther on. Rented skates, fell down hardly 5 minutes after started skating. >_> Went to the toilet to wash the wound. Went to find the other guys, skated awhile, then slacked at the bench while they played touch rugby. Then I went to 'emo' at the 'beach' there. And Riki and Ephraim went to push me in. Got half wet. Tried to get Ephraim wet, didn't succeed. Boo. Got Benjamin, Brian and Riki wet though. XD Zhengjie voluntarily joined us in the water. Had alot of fun floating in the 'sea' although my wound was stinging like mad. After that, went cycling awhile. Came back, returned the bikes, and went for dinner at Parkway Parade. Walked there. Haha. Nicholas left.

Went to the food court for dinner then went to Swensens for ice cream. YUM. Who knew eating ice cream could be so funny. XD Then went home. Yup.

At the food court

At Swensens

While waiting for Brian to buy duck rice for his mum

Not exactly the best day of my life.

2008-01-24T23:33:00.000+08:00

GRRRRR.

English - B3 [Pretty much what I expected it to be, but I was wishing it would be an A2]
Combined Humanities - B3 [Same comments as above]
Mathematics - A1 [Pleasantly surprised. Thought it would be A2.]
Additional Mathematics - A1 [What I expected it to be.]
Physics - B3 [Definitely not what I wanted it to be. Disappointed. I thought it would be a 1.]
Chemisty - A2 [Thought it would be this, and thought it would be worse than Physics, but apparently not.]
Chinese - A2 [June paper]
Chinese (Oral) - Distinction

L1R5: 12
L1R4: 9

Hais. Thought my laptop would be gone, but it's not. So yay for me! And I'm so staying in CJ. Damn scared I couldn't make it back. =/ Heh. 10 would be so much safer. But oh well. What's done is done. And i seriously can't believe I didn't get distinction for my Physics. Hais.

Shan't 'suan' the other people who got worse than me by continuing. Ryan, what exactly did you do to your combined humans?! This is sad. Sushan, I hope you get back into CJ. Everyone else, well done! Oh, and thank you Taihuat for the $6 treat! XDDDDD HAHAHAH.

2008-01-22T21:35:00.000+08:00

This is what happens when playing frisbee.

This is what happens when I'm bored. Haha.

Lame post yes. But oh well. I didn't get into shooting. ): Hais 2nd intake shall try again. Shall tryout for badminton as well. 2 more days till results.

2008-01-21T22:02:00.000+08:00

Hmmmmm. Okay Valerie has been bugging me to update so I shall.

Saturday went to pool with my parents. Then met Taihuat, Cand, Nick, Lim there. So joined them after my parents left. Then they left to watch Cloverfield, and I went to my blk downstairs and stone til 4. Then caught the bus to church, and stoned more. Lol. After mass, waited for Ryan and went for dinner with him and Kaili. Then went home.

Sunday. Went for 1T17 outing to Sentosa. Haha, quite fun la. Cycled, had alot of near accidents. Hais. Now my thighs quite sore. Sian. Played frisbee, went into the water, didn't get dunked, XD It rained, so went to the shelter and played cards. Lol, when rain stopped, 4 of us continued playing cards. Went back to Vivo for lunch/dinner. Walked around, then went home. Wenjuan got stuck outside the train, then me and Benjamin waited for her at Dhoby Ghaut. Haha. Damn funny. Went to AMK central, had dinner with parents, then went home.

Today. Okay la. School was pretty much fine. Ivan still remains as a crazy guy. After school was more fun. LOL. Shan't elaborate. So yeah, that's all.

RESULTS OUT IN 3 DAYS! I WANT MY LAPTOP~

Weird.

2008-01-18T18:10:00.000+08:00

I had a dream last night/this morning that I got 6 for O's. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT?! In the dream, I was damn freaking happy. If only it was true.. Hais.

Feeling really conflicted yesterday and today. Don't know why. Been listening to rather emo songs. 'What Hurts the Most' rocks. Heh.

Oh, and I got shortlisted for Shooting! YAY!!!

2008-01-16T21:41:00.001+08:00

Since Kyaw asked for a new post (kinda), I shall oh so kindly oblige. Ivan, are you surprised?! HAHAHHAHA. Rofl.

Lectures? Pretty okay, except maybe.. Physics and .. GP? But I haven't had GP lecture yet. Haha. Lucky, no? XD PHYSICS IS DAMNNNNNN BORING. Or maybe it's just the teacher. My home tutor some more. But he seriously is damn boring. >_>

Tutorials, are okay. Except chinese. Seriously wtf la. 2nd lesson had to write compo alr. After not touching chinese for half a year you expect me to write a 500 word compo!? I crap like hell la. Lol. My grade is gonna be damn atrocious.

Uh huh. Been 'going out' almost everyday after school la. Almost everyday is like some IG meeting of some sort. Or mini IG gathering. Haha. IG25 rocks! XD

Today was .... weird. 'Cos of some bus incident. Hahahaha. Shan't say. Later some person get .... I don't know. ________________ with me. Fill in the blank. Haha. Okay done. Should be long enough alr la.

2008-01-12T12:33:00.001+08:00

NTH TO SAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

Okay new post done.

CJ~

2008-01-07T21:39:00.000+08:00

CJ IS DAMN FUN! Can't be bothered to elaborate what we did, but it's damn fun. Though disgusting for some parts. =/ Mud. BLEAH. I prefer water games la. Oh well. Mass dance rocks too.

IG25 FTW! XD

Sorely disappointed.

2008-01-02T20:17:00.000+08:00

No, not with first day of school. After first day of school. But can't be bothered to elaborate. So yeah. New Year countdown wasn't exactly fun.... >_> PEIYI LA. Make us go sit with her relatives. So boring. Nothing to do. Then make us miss the last train summore. PASIR RIS LEH. >_> Hais. Taxi fare so ex. Then in the end nver go kbox. Sad la. And the movie sucked. Zzzzz so tired that day la. Went home, slept till 1+, dyed hair. So black. ): Then go play pool. Done.

Today. Woke up, showered. Waited 15 freaking minutes for the damned bus. Got on, took 45min to get there cos of the jam. ZZZZ. Went in, took damn long to settle down. Flag raising. Ice breaking. Tio forfeit twice. Damn suay. Oh well. Then had the subj combi talk. Went on for more games. Break. Then mass dance. HEHEHEHEHE. Peiyi, tiptoe sia. HAHAHAHHAHAHA. Lol. Nothing much la. Took damn long to dismiss also. Went to tpy central with Peiyi after that. Ate and went home.

2007-12-30T23:25:00.000+08:00

Had my heart on lockdown
And then you turned me around

Post Christmas.

2007-12-29T23:36:00.000+08:00

Wednesday
Went Kpool to meet Mau at around 1030am. Played pool till about 130. Was too late for lunch, so tapao-ed Mac and smuggled in using Taihuat's jacket. Hehe. Watched "I Am Legend". After that, went to arcade for awhile, then played more pool. Mau left halfway. Lim, me and Taihuat went to KFC for dinner then home.

Thursday and Friday
Lunch at NYNY and Fish and Co. respectively then pool. Hehe.

Today
Had the AV year end party thing at Angela's house. LOL. Frigging pathetic la. Only like 4 kids went, along with Terence and Sharon. Sad man. Had hotdogs for dinner. Watched Shrek 3 and Heartbreak kid. ROFL it was a M18 movie and they didnt know. HAHAHAHHA. R rated stuff in that show man. hahaha.

So anyway, since people wanted me to update. I just did. Tomorrow gonna collect bursary at 430 at yckcc. WOOO. Need to spray my hair alr. sian.

EMO!

2007-12-25T16:46:00.000+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS! ^^

Yeah well, nothing much. Feeling v conflicted. ):

2007-12-22T22:53:00.000+08:00

Reusing my old blogskin, only with a picture change. Can't be bothered to redesign a new skin. No inspiration. =/

2007-12-22T21:48:00.000+08:00

Now I understand why they use the phrase 'relief washed over me'. 'Cause relief really does 'wash' over you. I should stop being a pessimist and worrying about stuff that's surreal and larger than life. And stop imagining stuff.

Anw, enough of that. Yesterday was.. interesting. Uh huh. Got quite alot of stuff. <3 Anyone got a guitar to lend me??? I wanna learn. Heh.

2007-12-19T22:29:00.000+08:00

X____X This has got to be the most times I've visited a school that I'm not even posted to. 4 times in 3 days. So yeah I was posted to Innova for PAE but then I went to appeal for CJ. Which I got into. ^^

Monday
Met Taihuat at my house downstairs and went to CJ. Met Weilun there, waited for Peiyi for awhile. She's forever the last one. Went in, collected the form, took a pic of the requirements and went off. Took 105 to NYJC. Went around the place only to find out that the appeal was online. -_____- So Peiyi got the web and we went off. Mau picked up me and Peiyi and Taihuat and Weilun walked back and forth to find the bus stop. DAMN FUNNY. XD

Went to SCC and hung around at the arcade waiting for the rest of them. Then went to eat. Which we didn't get to. Tapao-ed to the bowling place. We bowled, ate, bowled more. Went to play pool (crappy cues), attempted to play in the playhouse and got chased out just when we were having the most fun. DAMNIT. Hung around at another arcade. Took alot of lame videos viewable at Peiyi's blog. I'm lazy yeah? HEHEHE. Went back to the cafe, took a drink, well some of us did. Sat around at the lobby, and Taihuat mood swing-ed. HAHHAHAHA. 'I dont have period!' He claims. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Went to the bus stop, took a bus all the way to hub. Everyone split, but before tht Taihuat damn high and tried to do weird stuff. >_____> MOOD SWINGER. HAHAHHAA. I tapao-ed dinner and went home.

Tuesday
Went to CJ, AGAIN. To send in my appeal. Went home slacked, then went out with Ryan. Watched The Golden Compass again. Played pool after that. Snookerium SUCKS! LOL. Went home after that.

Today
Went back to CJ for the interview. They called me right after I got on the bus to go home. -_- FAST but like they could have told me to wait at the school?! Argh oh well. 945am. I reached at 950 but no diff. There was like a queue. So I waited and went in. Crapped ALOT. =/ But I got in. ^^ Had to go to Innova to sign the withdrawal form and give it back to CJ by today. LIKE WTF?! V sian la. Met Junhao and Kimyong at AMK Mac, went for pool. DAMN FUNNY STUFF. Around 12+, set off for Innova. Man, that place is FREAKING *@$#)(!_)$#& zzz. Took the train to Woodlands, took 901 to the bus stop supposedly opposite Innova. And there was no freaking sign on the stinking yellow building. Made me walk one way then the other in the stupid sun. And the main gate is like ALLLLLLL the way in. Had to walk past this freaking huge field and walk up just to get to the main gate la. Damn inconvenient. ZZZZ. Walked in, less than 5 min, I came out. Didn't even get to properly enjoy the bloody aircon. GRRRRR. Took a bus back to the interchange, met my dad at AMK mrt and went to CJ. AGAIN. X_____X Handed in the stupid form, got a drink at the canteen and FINALLY went home.

And I have to continue rushing out the Christmas cards. =/ NO TIME NO TIMEEEEE. BYE. 3 more to gooooo. AND PEIYI I UPDATED ALR. >D

2007-12-09T16:11:00.000+08:00

Yeah I change my blogskin. It's not done yet. The gap at the bottom of the [ ].. has something there. But I haven't made it yet. So keep your eyes peeled. >D

2007-12-07T21:11:00.000+08:00

Boo. Now the group has been reduced to 6. ):

Monday
KBOX with mau, th, wl, lim. Had alot of fun but not as much as prom night. I wonder why.

Tuesday
Went over to Peiyi's house with kyaw, th and wl to make mau's very very very belated present. Heh. And wl and th tricked us. >____> GRRR.

Wednesday
Met up with kyaw and peiyi to go to mau's house to surprise him. Had alot of obstacles to overcome but we did it in the end. Was frigging hilarious. And when me and peiyi pray together, wishes usually come true. XD

So we got into mau's house, FINALLY. Sat down for a while, and then the doorbell rang. Th, wl, nick and lim came. Like wtf?! Th still say 'they dun wan come leh'. -______- WALAO EH. Cheat my feelings. HAHAHHA. Spent a damn long time in his house just slacking and enjoying each other's company while the rain just poured on like nobody's business. Finally left his house to travel to my house without getting wet. Except for feet, since everywhere was practically flooded. And 132 was damn empty and damn bloody cold. LOL. Reached my house ard 5+ and ate cheesecake~ YUM. And watch 'The Champion'. When it finished, we went for dinner at hub with much splashing and laughing in between, and chasing peiyi out from the umbrella. XD And nick's slipper got caught in the mud. HAHAHAHA. Hehe oops.

Went for dinner at the food court which was freaking crowded but we finally got seats for all of us and had dinner. And weilun ate a freaking lot. X____X So we decided to watch a movie after that. And after much persuading, th didn't leave. I wonder why huh.. HAHAHA. Nick and lim left though. ): So we caught 'The Golden Compass'. Nice show, crappy ending. >_____> Gonna have to watch the second part of it. Now I wanna read the book. Hehe. Looks interesting. Went home after that.

Thursday
Kyaw left for Myanmar. D: Didn't send him off. COME BACK SOOOOOOOOOON!

Today
Weilun left for M'sia. Couldn't meet up with him for lunch 'cos I am TOTALLY broke. $-2. X__X Borrowed $2 from mau for the movie. Heh. Fixed the cloud (ff7) puzzle I bought yesterday.

Got alot of stuff yesterday while out with mum. <3 And got the inspiration for xmas presents for the gang. >D

Off to continue making xmas pressies. XD

2007-12-02T22:04:00.000+08:00

LOL Pup, I updated alr. Happy? XD

Been out the whole week. Alot of money spent. X____X But super fun. Wonder if I'll have withdrawal symptoms. XDDDD

Monday
Ice skating with the usual gang. I'm lazy to upload pictures. LOL. Go Peiyi's blog to see. After skating for approximately FOUR hours, and the damned boots were hurting everyone's legs, we went off. And played pool! XD Jurong kpool don't check your age! >D AMK does. Sneaking time for those under 16 huh. Hehehe. After pool, th, cand, wl, lim left. So me, kyaw, mau, peiyi, and chiyee went to eat dinner. At Pepperlunch at IMM. LOL at the irony. After that, we had a VERY small walk around the place and chiyee went home. So the 4 of us walked back to the mrt station and laughed alot on the way back.

Tuesday
Went out with jh. Taught him pool. Walao he damn imba. Around the 4th game, he shot all the striped balls in in one turn. -_________- Under damn alot of pressure. But I lost to him 0 balls. Great accomplishment. For me la. XD Watched Enchanted. And the bloody idiot took a couple seat. And I was stuck next to a couple who KEPT cuddling throughout the whole damn movie. VVVVVV disgusting. Ugh.

Wednesday
What I did on Wednesday cannot be blogged. >D

Thursday
Did nothing. Was a good girl and stayed at home after going out for 3 days in a row. XD

Friday
Met the gang at Kpool at 10am. And Peiyi came at 11+. -____- So we played till 11++ and went to KFC for lunch. Then it was off to my place! XD tried to play xbox but apparently it wouldn't work. The retarded thing. So we watched American Pie 5. Then resumed trying to fix the xbox and amazingly it worked. LOL imba technicians as mau says. So they played and I forgot what I did. Then we played Catch Phrase. 'Family' bonding time. XD DAMN FUN. Can't forget the stuff man. Turban, hit the sack, fruit cake, string bikini. HAHAHAHAHHAHAHA. Then played somemore board games. And they had to go. Ah well. I enjoyed it. XD

Saturday
Actually didn't want to go to the airport to send cand off cos had something on. Then there was a turn of events and I could go. Thought I could send him off then rush back for duty. But apparently, that didn't work out, since his flight was at like 540?! He said 3+. -_- Thanks huh cand. LOL. So we hung around the airport from like 1+ til 5+. Sad/fun day.

Sunday
Went to church in the morning. Then slacked all the way till now. HEHEHE. Minesweeper kills time. So does tv watching. Heh.

2007-11-25T17:47:00.001+08:00

PROM

KBOX

First time I ever stayed up and out the whole night. XD So funnnnn! Iceskating tomorrow~

2007-11-21T23:00:00.000+08:00

Why, oh why do you tempt me.

2007-11-18T23:10:00.000+08:00

Not exactly in the best of moods. Some part of the day I really just wanted to crawl into some corner and cry. Emo phase. >___>

So anyway. I highlighted and cut my hair. RED.
Taken by Peiyi.

I did my hair on Friday. Then Saturday, went for AV instead of class gathering at Mdm Anantha's house. Well, AV was fun. For me at least. XD HSC AV FTW. Then, today, Peiyi woke me up by calling me. THANKS HUH. Lol. Went to Kyaw's house, bought Donutfactory donuts. Mmmm. Went over, hung out the whole day. No idea doing what. But oh well. Was fun in its own way. Went for dinner at Long John Silver's, took alot of crap pictures, and went back to Kyaw's house. Left at around 910pm? Reached home at around 940+. Yup that's all.

Tomorrow going out for some window shopping. I'mma go buy some liquid eyeliner and some powder. Yup.

2007-11-13T00:29:00.000+08:00

Great, now my blog has become this container of emo posts. >___>

I should stray away from that huh. ~~And maybe stuff it into another blog not meant for public view.~~ *COUGH*

AH WELL. The stupid O's are FINALLY over, and I can.. dye my hair, go shopping, read storybooks, watch Heroes, get a job, and do whatever I want, really. Hmmmm. Oh yeah, and play more pool. And basketball. Mmm. Pool = <3